yeeee

so, as foolish as it may be to be blogging late at night, knowing i am not a morning person and i will have to wake up at 6 tomorrow, i am doing it anyways. i have come to the conclusion that i have absouloutley not the slightest idea about what i want. as of now i am not pleased with any of the things i have, nor do i feel like i truely ever will. i am still waiting for something amazing to happen, and i am starting to doubt my optimistic personality. maybee they were right. however, i will still stay positive because i know there is going to be soo much more than this.